Who is she?

Babies are cute. They are the cutest God’s gift to a mother, but what if that mother decided to get rid of that chid?

I was once became an irregular student, its hard at first , because the group of friends that your fond with are not the same people your with anymore, because of the different schedule. I was attending this minor subject and had few friends as the time pass, I had no problem with them and so they are to me. It not hard looking for a companion  in that class because one of my friend’s friend is there, we have the same room and schedule. Since I don’t have someone to be with in my break time , she asked me if I want to eat lunch with them, and I say yes. I did not have a hard time trusting her with my stories, cause she made me believe that I can trust her, and one day, me and our common friend had a fight, I was so pissed off about her attitude that I had said rude and bad things to her which is true but I didn’t mean to hurt her, that friend of my promised me to not tell anybody about that issue so it will not be a big deal after all. And oned time while we are eating, she told me about abortion stuff, i felt weird and ask her why, then she told me she is pregnant that time, and her parents doesn’t know about it. She also told me that she and her boyfriend will not do anything bad to the baby and so I believed her. The next day, when I enter the room I didn’t see her and ask her other friends if they happen to know where she is, they say that she is absent that day. And the next day, she is still not around, I’ve been worried but keep quiet about it, then I heard one of her classmate said “ she is not going to school anymore, she dropped all of her subjects” and they don’t know the reason. On the other hand my friend and I whom had a fight, talked and settled our issues, but another day had pass I don’t know why is she suddenly cold, and I found out that the “girl” that I once told my stories, go behind my back and broke her promise.

A year past, I forgot about that issue and her. And was again, a regular student. Entering the classroom with my friends, I saw her sitting down in the corner of the classroom with her friends too. I don’t know what will be my reaction cause I mad at her for doing what she had done against my back. But since I don’t care about her, I decided not to talk or have connections with her anymore. As I observe her, she had change, she was mature then and now all I can see, Is a teenager acting like a kid, and back then she was a simple girl, now she is wearing to much make up and acting aggressively whenever she is moving. And I also heard that she had an abortion done, that is why is left the school and stay at home for a year.

Who is this I am talking? Maybe she is your classmate now? Or your student? Or somebody you see at school.

just in a dream...

For most people money and wealth matters most more than anything in this world, and for some, believes the opposite. Reality wise, money really matters when living in this world, but if you let it dominate your belief you’ll forget  that there are more important things than money.

I wanna share this happiest moment of my life, everything seems to be perfect, I went to my bank to withdraw a big amount of money because me and my family and other closest relative are going to a trip, out of the country, and we decided that we should go on a cruise. Anything and everything we wanted and needed are there and provided by the crews, we get it all in a VIP treatment and being a prioritize passenger. We all enjoy that very special day, most especially that we are complete. Savoring and enjoying it without hesitation and thinking of the money that will be spent. It is really good to have this lots of money I mean not just lots but a wealth that you cannot imagine how big. I bought a big house, a mansion to be exact- a beautiful one,Had it interior designed by a professional. Since I promised my dad,  when I was a little kid that I will buy him his dream car and house, finally now I did, not to forget also my mom and brother. And also bought some for my other families. When I was done in sharing my family a good life they deserve, and they are all happy now. I planned to have place where I can welcome old people and take care of them. I lost my lolo when I was in grade 5, and 3 years after my favorite and dearest lola past away, I haven’t a had a real chance to spend time and take care of them since I lost them when I was a little girl, that made me more compassionate with other old person, even if I don’t really know them. So this will be a good time for me to share with them my blessings and let them feel loved. Next on my list is to share a part of my money to my favorite church which is the new life, they are improving they’re worship place, so I think this will be a good idea. And had mention my lolo and lola a while ago, I wanted to make them a museum that we could be more comfortable when we visit them at the cemetery.

In our year and a half being together, my special friend did not fail to surprise and provide me almost everything I need and want. And now this will be the perfect time to also surprise and shower him with gifts and anything he dream to have.

I will have to make a business that will make my money grow more so I will have no problem that this will all be gone. And save some for the future. And the other plans will be followed.

Everything are well planned and most of them are done perfectly, and after all that exhausting planning and working. I will go home to my house and rest to my dream bedroom and forget every problem for a while. And will wake up refreshed. ( lights off)

A loud bang waked me up and then I saw hand holding a ticket….. its my lottery ticket!! And I just realize that everything was just a dream and are my plans whenever God will blessed me to win the lottery price. They say that some of your dreams are things that you really wanted and is not happening in the real life, so your dream will make it come true for you just for a moment.

LA VIE EN ROSE

A picture of a book opening, car passes by, the typical busy streets. An old texture of film form the old days, An old kind of lady (someone look like Amy at Sound of Music) singing while walking along the street, a lady suffering from some pains and she was singing everything she feels, a lady dancing on the street while still singing. Another picture came, a typical poor lady meets a wealthy family, - including the rich bachelor, the man saw this lady and starts falling in love with her, the lady feels the same way for him too, then the guy proposes to the lady, and a picture of a them as a happy couple enters. Day pass, the guy carrying his luggage and putting it in the car without talking to the lady and telling her why is he leaving, the lady cried and cried. And another picture came, a band playing instruments and  a guy on a trumpets, the same lady who was left by his lover singing in a stage in front of people in a fine dine restaurant, and the picture changes to her singing in a high class opera house and the song ends. Audience applauses to her and she finally saw again the man who left him in the audience